Contrary to what that idiot drummer from
Metallica tried to make everyone believe many years ago, Napster actually
benefited some bands. Built to Spill was one of them.
Back in 2001, I was a freshman at Illinois State University,
and like so many college students at the time, I spent several hours each week
voraciously downloading music on Napster. A friend of mine had included Built
to Spill’s “Stab” on a mix CD she gave me, and I was so intrigued by the band’s
guitar work that I sought out more of their music on Napster. Soon after, I
purchased Keep It Like a Secret, then Ancient Melodies of the Future, then
Perfect From Now On and There’s Nothing Wrong with Love. Since my introduction,
I have purchased nearly all of their albums, defying that Metallica asshole’s
theory that Napster dissuaded people from purchasing music.
I got to indulge in my Built to Spill
fanaticism on this day of listening. I opened with the second half of Live,
beginning with their somewhat tedious 20-minute cover of Neil Young’s “Cortez
the Killer” and ending the album a few songs later with another 20-minute
performance, this one of their fiery “Broken Chairs.”
Although Live has a few killer tracks, particularly
the epic performance of “Broken Chairs,” the album feels perfunctory (like a release
required by the label to meet a contractual obligation), so I was happy to move
onto the studio albums. Unfortunately, I first had to trudge through The Normal
Years. The Normal Years is a compilation album that includes early singles,
live songs and previously unreleased material. It was my first listen, so I was
excited to jump in, but I quickly found that with the exception of “Car” and
“Sick and Wrong,” the album is at best underwhelming and at worst irritating.
Perfect from Now On finally landed me onto the
good stuff, with its meticulous production and grand song structures (the
album’s songs average almost 7 minutes) offering a stark contrast to the leftovers
found on The Normal Years. The album had been a favorite my senior year of
college, and I listened to songs like the philosophical “Randy Described
Eternity” and the serene “Kicked It in the Sun” while remembering those salad days.
Next, There’s Nothing Wrong with Love took me
back to the band’s earlier days (in a good way, as opposed to the unpolished
Normal Years) before I finished with a taste of the new in the band’s brilliant
2010 release, There Is No Enemy. The album is one of their most focused, skillfully
balancing Doug Martsch’s inclination toward extended solos with his meditative
lyrics. It’s this balance that makes songs like “Life’s a Dream” and “Tomorrow”
classics in the Built to Spill catalog, the latter closing the album with these
words of wisdom:
The more you have to life for, the more you
love your life
The harder it will be for you to die, and we
all want living and dying easy
Soon after, the song makes a very gradual fade in a wistful three-minute
guitar solo that’s among the finest moments of Built to Spill’s recordings.
There's one Built to Spill album left in my library before I move onto the letter C, and their looming exit feels like an old friend departing after a long-awaited visit.
Songs Conquered: 47, from “Cortez the Killer”
to “Tomorrow,” all performed by Built to Spill
Favorite Album: There Is No Enemy by Built to
Spill
Favorite Song: “Tomorrow” by Built to Spill
Music Listened To For First Time: The Normal Years by Built to Spill
Guilty Pleasure: none to own up to today
Song That Inspired Greatest Air Guitar Session:
“Stab” by Built to Spill
Song That Made Me Sleepy: ---
Song I Most Wanted to Skip: “Cortez the Killer”
by Built to Spill
Embarrassing Revelation: I’m sure I’ve heard
Neil Young’s “Cortez the Killer,” but I’ve heard the Built to Spill cover so
many times that I can’t remember what the original sounds like.